Thursday, November 02, 2006

不再愚昧

我比較喜歡傷痛時候的你,因為你那時…
何等的無助,眼見你被欺負時,除了認為對方行為可恥之外,更動起我憐憫之心。

可是,現在的你,我覺得一點都不可愛…
為什麼你似是說笑的話語就這麼出勢不饒人,我聽起來一點都不覺得好笑,難道當時那軟弱的你是為搏取別人的同情而偽裝出來的?我希望不是如此。

或者,人是善忘的,有困難時,總會記得別人的幫忙是何等寶貴。但在快樂的日子裡,有誰會記得這幫助曾臨到自己身上呢?

當我聽到你用我這次友善的幫忙成為諷刺我的話題時,或者,我這次幫忙只不過又一次是自己愚蠢的行為了。

此刻,我緊緊的提醒自己,往後日子,凡你或你的族類提出幫忙,抱歉,我需要公私分明,再沒有因友情得優惠,你付你應付的,我得我應得的,免得友情幫助變成了自己的愚昧行為。

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

God knows.
Seek comfort from Him, and pray for your 'friend'.

Haines said...

「你們聽見有話說:『以眼還眼,以牙還牙。』 只是我告訴你們,不要與惡人作對。有人打你的右臉,連左臉也轉過來由他打;有人想要告你,要拿你的裡衣,連外衣也由他拿去;有人強逼你走一里路,你就同他走二里;有求你的,就給他;有向你借貸的,不可推辭。」「你們聽見有話說:『當愛你的鄰舍,恨你的仇敵。』這樣就可以作你們天父的兒子;因為他叫日頭照好人,也照歹人;降雨給義人,也給不義的人。你們若單愛那愛你們的人,有甚麼賞賜呢?就是稅吏不也是這樣行麼?你們若單請你弟兄的安,比人有甚麼長處呢?就是外邦人不也是這樣行麼?所以,你們要完全,像你們的天父完全一樣。」

I'm not saying you're BAD ... NO ... love is just tough sometimes ... but when Jesus said you have to be perfect, just like your heavenly father, do you think he is just kidding?

StoryBox2 said...

Thanks.

I would think about it.

StoryBox2 said...

sorry that i didn't say clearly in my essay.

to be honest, i didn't say that he/she was not my friend anymore. they still be my friends. i didn't say that i won't help them anymore. what i want to say is that it's not necessary to give them a big discount if they can afford it and actually they didn't really care what discount i gave them. one sister in christ told me that i should get what i'm entitled to get and they should pay what they are liable to pay it.
even a friend of yours provided any service for you, your friend still charges you. doesn't he? i think i should follow this rule now. do u understand what i mean?